I wake up every morning and tell myself ‘its going to get better’. But
lately i have been loosing faith in that sentence. I have finally
decided on what decison i am taking over this life threatning issues i
am faced with.
I have packed all my belongings, i think the only option i have is to
disappear, like i did the first time. I cant possibly kill my brother,
it’s the last thing i would ever do. My only wish that Butosh does not
do anything to him after i have gone.
But wait! Why would Butosh ask me to kill my brother when he has so
many people he can send.
“Yes you’re right. He is not asking you to kill Daniel because of the
post he is running for, he just wants you to feel as much pain that
he felt when his sister died”. Angel interupted me as i was deep in
the soliloqy.
“Who let you in?” I furiosly asked her because she was the last person
i was expecting to see.
“The receptionist have been calling you for quite a while now, it was
when you didn’t pick up i persuaded her to let me in.
I sat on the bed, putting my hands on my head, face down.
“I was deep in thought, i didn’t even here the phone ringing”. I said
as my eyes were already full with tears, but i wouldnt let it roll
down my cheeks.
“I can feel your pain. You can’t possibly kill Daniel. There might be
a way around this problem”. She said
“You mean, there is another way that is better than me running away”.
“You were running away?”
“Yes! What else could i possibly do? Running is actually the best plan i have”.
“No thats stupid. It could get your brother killed and perhaps even
you”. She said.
“It’s not as if staying here won’t get him killed”. I shouted. I was
already frustrated.
“That’s why i am here. No one has to die. I am going to help you”.
I sighed. ” But why are you doing this?” I questioned. It’s unlike her
to help people.
“Just take it as an apology. I am sorry for being bitchy. I am the
reason you are in this mess anyway”. I am sorry.
“Okay! What do i have to do to get out of this mess?” I said
“Its dangerous, very damgerous, but it would work”.
